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4.10.05

a gulp of improperly integrated air

One day I'm going to grow up and I'll never be great.

I looked up two afternoons ago after a nap and stared straight at a blue doll and knew it was the fucking answer to the world. The bear beside it looked tempting, as did the lamp, as did the pink doll to the right, but it still ended up being the blue plushie. It hung from the ceiling, and it is the answer to the world. I swear. It's the fucking answer. I stared at it for a long time and was angry because I couldn't tease the Riemann Hypothesis out of it. I tried, though. It was fun.

4 Comments:

  • Demie, I have a question for you. What would you say is your reason to live? What is it that makes you keep on with your studies, activities etc. What do you consider the meaning of your life?

    By Anonymous Anónimo, at 12:25  

  • people believe in me.
    i still react adversely when i see the tuning fork mr. schuh gave me. that's a sign that i still care. i still halt when i see a closed path integral written somewhere, still freeze when someone mentions the name "feynman", i still find myself gravitating toward the plotlines of my now-tangled novel when i take my daily shower.

    the meaning of my life? to be.

    By Blogger little miss demosthenes, at 22:06  

  • Alright, thank you for answering.

    By Anonymous Anónimo, at 09:39  

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